#PoetryMonday_13 - Poetry

I don’t understand what I feel

Bur sure I know what I feel is numb

Not knowing the reason behind this

Also makes me dumb

I don’t have answer to this horrendous feeling of mine

I don’t have anyone to see

All I feel is misery

And all I feel is a thousand eyes on me

I don’t know what I want

I don’t know what to do

But I sure want these eyes to go

Terrifying of letting everyone down

As I have never failed to know that

A failure is not what I call myself

But they have labelled me a disappointment themselves

“Run away, Run away from here” shouts my mind

While the heart doesn’t let me go

Quitting seems the only options at times

As the boat of life goes very hard to row.