I don’t understand what I feel
Bur sure I know what I feel is numb
Not knowing the reason behind this
Also makes me dumb
I don’t have answer to this horrendous feeling of mine
I don’t have anyone to see
All I feel is misery
And all I feel is a thousand eyes on me
I don’t know what I want
I don’t know what to do
But I sure want these eyes to go
Terrifying of letting everyone down
As I have never failed to know that
A failure is not what I call myself
But they have labelled me a disappointment themselves
“Run away, Run away from here” shouts my mind
While the heart doesn’t let me go
Quitting seems the only options at times
As the boat of life goes very hard to row.
